Saturday, March 28, 2009

Weekend Update

Its been a while since I've blogged, or rather, since I wrote on my own blog...I follow lots and lots and have so much fun doing it! The other day at school, I saw a girl who's blog I follow and I was so confused at how I knew her and why I would recognize her and then it hit me...It was funny, because I feel like I know quite a lot about her but have never even met her! Ahhh the internet...well lets see, since the last post, I have started making dinner again and have found some great blogs that give me new meal ideas, haven't tried any of them yet but they are in my mental lexicon of recipes to try sometime... should go look at it! Also since the last post, we have moved into a new, big, beautiful home on Villa View right next to family and family friends, so its pretty fun! I will try to post some pics the next time I blog of my new room that I share with hanny. We have a bedroom and a bigggg living room that is connected to it by a private enterance which we love! AND I have decided to transter (finally!) to the University of Arkansas, Fayetteville campus and couldn't be happier with that decision. I got the approval of my parents...She was easier to talk to about it than he was, but in the end I think we're all happy with my decision, especially ME! Basically I'm loving life right now, wich is very lovely and refreshing and I'm realzing every day that it is about CHOICE and attitude, not circumstance. Its a nice thing to be learning.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

No more Nachos

So lately I've been really angry. Angry about where I am in life. I'm in a total in-between place. Between being a college student and being a mom. I have to take care of everyone, but there is no one to take care of me. I don't enjoy school. I don't enjoy playing mommy to three people who don't respect me as a mother, and they shouldn't. I just feel alone. And no matter what she says, they don't help and they don't seem to care. I cook every night, but I'm done. Tomorrow's menu: sandwiches. Screw you, fish tacos. You may be delicious, but no one else in this house cares anyway!